I had been blogging with a Google Blogger site and suddenly the bottom dropped out. This was my last post. Pretty much in shock as I recorded this. My faith was shaking, I really was in a bad way. I remember thinking, “well this is it, the world is ending and I am here to experience it” For months the only thing I could pray (when I could pray at all) was “God what are you doing….Stop this please!!!”
Took me a long time to learn: Trust God…. Even in the bad times. I could say those words, but when the rubber hit the road for me, I had to truly learn to do it for real. I never would have learned that without this pandemic. God’s timing and His plans are perfect!!!